Thoughts of a nightfrom the CD "conXious"

Thoughts of a night

Are you anything more, than just a copy of a vision
You created in a mood of self-deception
After the assault of doubt and greed and anger
Against your golden, wooden, steel cold heart

Your touch is teasing, while your flattering words brake through
And like bubbles burst, as I try to catch them
I fail to save them in the proper file
Hurt in my own dramatic way

You are really something special
In your conventional style
You are really something special
Do I have to leave you to leave you behind?

I’d like to hide in a hole of my own for a little while
‘Cause I am not willing to stay a pretender
Pretending that everything has to come to a sense-full end
So I am moving, so I am thrown out

I’ll be all right tomorrow, there just escapes a little sigh
The song remains, the meanings are changing
The years in distance filled with desperation, hope and joy
What still reminds me are the thoughts of a night