| Thoughts of a night | from the CD "conXious" |
| Thoughts of a night Are you anything more, than just a copy of a vision You created in a mood of self-deception After the assault of doubt and greed and anger Against your golden, wooden, steel cold heart Your touch is teasing, while your flattering words brake through And like bubbles burst, as I try to catch them I fail to save them in the proper file Hurt in my own dramatic way You are really something special In your conventional style You are really something special Do I have to leave you to leave you behind? I’d like to hide in a hole of my own for a little while ‘Cause I am not willing to stay a pretender Pretending that everything has to come to a sense-full end So I am moving, so I am thrown out I’ll be all right tomorrow, there just escapes a little sigh The song remains, the meanings are changing The years in distance filled with desperation, hope and joy What still reminds me are the thoughts of a night back |